i’ve avoided the call of
all-u-can-eat korean bbqs
figured they’d equal
too much work for
too much meat
but take along
two children
eager to help
cook and serve
and you remove
one “too”
from the equation
Monthly Archives: September 2013
flew my kite today
bought that dragon kite ages ago
but only flown her half a dozen times
took a couple of tries just to remember
how to stretch out those fiery wings
all orange and red and yellow with
royal purple veins running through
the five-and-a-half foot wingspan
was wider than my armspan
never mind how only the length of
that tail about measured my height
didn’t seem so imposing at the end of
two hundred fifty feet of string though
gonna fly my kite tomorrow
that ozone blue sky
has been begging
for some company
and that vagrant wind
has been asking
for a bit of work
to make its passage
through this town
worthwhile
shadow theater
the morning sun attempts
to shine through closed curtains
around silhouettes of banana leaves
their sharp shadows dancing
to the will of a restless wind
there is still a small stack
of shadow puppets in my closet
acquired on my last trip to cambodia
the cast of characters from the reamker
preah ream, neang sita, hanuman, and reap
each a foot tall creation of tanned leather
intricately cut and perforated with
knotted joints connecting delicate limbs
controlled by long bamboo sticks
made and waiting to be placed
between flame and white curtain
to act out a story through flicks
and tilts and swoops and stillness
a tale based on a poem
inspiring plays and dances and
carvings on ancient temple walls
an epic thousands of years old
but still younger than the one
playing on my curtains this morn
doing it to do it
feel like i should do it
because i love it
or need it
or feel strongly about it
feels unfair to those who do it
for any of the above
for me to be doing it
so lightly
bequest
your specters are not mine
but they have haunted us
through the distance
and space you created
trying to protect me
to spare me these shadows
from a past life not quite gone
you have instead passed on to me
ghosts of my own
what i can do
your silent lack
of response
to my declarations
have made me
realize that i
have not shared
my feelings
enough
that changes now
how you do
or do not respond
is for you
to decide
from now on
every chance i get
i will say
and show
how much
i love you
ice cream
all the games are rigged
and winning means
someone else losing
so let’s stop playing
right now
and take a walk
maybe get some
ice cream instead
lesson 75
it is early morning
and the rising sun
spreads her soft light
upon fields of gold
a lazy breeze whispers
past rice laden stalks
bowed into each other
with their heavy weight
sharing their own news
every word
even these
simple words
not meant
for you
are still
for you